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DeAr KaRkAtDeAr BeSt FrIeNd,

RoSeS aRe ReD,
aNd MaTeSpRiTs ArE tOo,
MoThErFuCkIn PaLe,
Is NoT hOw I aLl FeEl FoR yOu.

SoPoR iS gReEn,
PaInT iS wHiTe,
BeInG oNlY yOuR mOtHeRfUcKiN mOiRaIl,
Is My BlAsPhEmOuS bLiGhT.

sAnItY iS sLiPpInG,
rAiNbOw BlOoD iS dRiPpInG,
tHiS nExT fUcKiNg LiNe,
IsN't WoRtH sKiPpInG.

rOsEs ArE rEd,
AnD mAtEsPrItS aRe ToO,
nOw I dOn'T hAvE mUcH tImE tO sAy,
I'm MoThErFuCkIn FlUsHeD fOr YoU.

i LoVe YoU, bEsT fRiEnD.

Hidden FeelingsKarkat Vantas was an average teen male, well no that is a lie. He had a temper and never got what he actually wanted across right. He was a college drop out that wanted to be a hacker; he actually had no life really. He stayed up all night playing video games with a friend on xbox live. Due to his late night and early rises for the next day, he always has bags under his eyes. He lives in a flat with his best friend, but he never liked to admit that blasted person was his friend. No one really understood how Karkat could make any friends really. Maybe it was because Gamzee was a very laid back man that just went with the flow. And from what Ka

NightmaresThe silence of night was broken with a gasp.

The noise was not fleeting or forgettable. It was long, drawn out and shuddering, like a man having been kept underwater for far too long. It was a sound borne of fear and relief and self-loathing all in one. And all Gamzee could do was fall into Karkat's waiting arms.

Most nights were like this now. Karkat, with his insomnia, would lie awake and simply wait, the only trouble being that Gamzee would show no outward signs of terror. He would not shake or call out, just remain as mobile and obnoxious a sleeper as ever until the moment came when he would bolt upright and and gasp. A beat or two woul

Not Worth It, Chapter 5

Hours later you wake, a snarl immediately springing to your salt dried lips as you struggle to rise from the floor and Gamzee's embrace. Joints pop and muscles scream in tender agony as you force your body into a sitting position and blink away sleep. Your sight is still blurred from their brief yet painful encounter with the sun but you're certain they will heal and no permanent damage has been done. With gentle fingers you probe the scorched flesh around your eyes and wince as you find several blisters. A loud drawn out snore behind you snaps you out of your self examination and a low growl escapes your throat as you look down at your sleep

Not Worth It, Chapter 6

You let out a heavy sigh, head resting in your hands as you try to chase away the lingering shame that nags at your thoughts. You glance towards the large, red recuperacoon in the corner of the respiteblock and can just scarcely see the outline of Gamzee's sopor slicked back through the opening. Guilt coils your guts into a spiraled knot and pangs your beat pump when your eyes graze over his slumbering form. You shake your head and give an angry exhalation, the action almost sounding like a soft sigh. Your mind goes back to the conversation you had with him hours beforehand, replaying in your head like a film on loop.

He had apologized, ove

Not Worth It.

I remember everything.

Nepeta... Equius... I cut off Tavros's motherfuckin head and carried it around like a stuffed toy. I don't deserve to live after what I did... after what I was going to do.

Fuck... just.. fuck.

If motherfuckin best friend hadn't been there to snap me out of it... I, I would have tried to kill the rest too.
I don't deserve to fucking live.

"Stay away from the ocean."

That's what you always told me. But I think I'm going to have to break that rule...

"Hey, fuckass!"

You don't even bother to turn around, you know its Karkat. He's been coming around more and more since the game ended. Mostly to just see if you're

The Nocturnal Habits of Karkat VantasBe HoMe SoOn, KaRkAt, I hAd A gIg. - LoVe, GaMzEe

This was all Karkat found after a long seven hours of work. Having left the bedroom, headphones in hand, Karkat found the crumpled note where it lied in Gamzee's place on the couch. The whimsical handwriting on the back of an old Mini-Mart receipt was not even close to the comfort of Gamzee's loving arms. Scoffing in disappointment, Karkat batted the paper away and curled up in its place. The spot wasn't even warm, having been void of the boy's presence for so long. A disgruntled expression came over Karkat's face. He'd already been feeling the unhinged effect of insomnia and three day's wake

Hidden Feelings pt3Karkat and Sollux were now on their way to the movies. The boy didn't really care much for such activities. However, he wanted to do something, anything to get his mind off that idiot at his flat. Still chewing at the side of his lip Kar was pondering on his mind set. He still didn't understand why he thought Gamzee was handsome. Releasing a sigh he kept up along side of Sollux.

He couldn't even remember what the other was saying now, something about hacking stuff or maybe his girlfriend. Whatever it was Karkat seriously wasn't interested in anything he said. But he acted liked he was by nodding his head randomly at some parts and just givin

John's Story in the Alpha Chapter Two

Be the broad beauty.

You can definitely do that. In fact you wouldn't want to be anything else!

Tell us about yourself.

Your name is Veronica Sergent, and quite frankly you don't like to talk about yourself.
Not personally at least. You LOVE to boast about yourself to others; however you do not
care to talk about your personal life with others. Of course talking to yourself would
make you crazy and you would be sent to an asylum, and then your story would be over.

So for now you'll just present your name.

It is currently the middle of winter, and the snow has started to fall. It leaves a crisp
layer of snow everywhere, and if you

GamKar Request: Gift For YouHis band had been practicing for weeks for that audition. In fact, it was all Gamzee had ever talked about for the past two weeks. He had hardly been hone at all because he wanted to go and practice with his band; this audition was all they could think about. If they impressed the judges, then they would get a contract and go on tour, they would do all that they dreamed of doing. And they sounded pretty great. So when Gamzee stomped through the front door at two in the morning, slamming the door shut so hard it nearly shook the whole aprtment, Karkat was more than surprised.

Footsteps barely making a sound, Karkat crept down the stairs, snea

Love in SilenceKarkat was still sleeping when you woke up. He was lying on his side, facing you. It was one of the few times the Cancer looked relaxed and peaceful. The usual scowl was replaced with a soft smile, and every so often he would mumble something that sounded like your name. Part of you wanted to stay and enjoy the view for just a little longer but you carefully swung your legs over the edge of the rickety bed and you made your way to the bathroom. Karkat would still be asleep by the time you're done. He had gone to bed later than you had, as usual, but that was to be expected. Karkat hardly got any sleep these days, what with Gamzee and Dave's k

Moments Like These Gamzee was slumped back against the couch, humming along to one of the comercials playing on the TV, grinning like a doof. Karkat was lying on the older man's abdomen, glaring up at the ceiling and sometimes toward the television when Gamzee made a stupid comment here or there. Despite his feigned irritation, Karkat was completely at ease, and knew his best friend was well aware of such.

They enjoyed rare moments like these. Moments where Karkat wasn't shouting and raving, where Gamzee was free from over-intoxication and gigs. Moments where the two could simply relax like the overly-intimate best bros they were.

Karkat's half lidded eyes

Aggressive MemoriesThe sounds of Troll Will Smith could be heard all through Karkat's hive as John watched Fresh Prince for what seemed to be the twelfth time that week. He'd practically carved himself a place in the couch with as much television as he watched, something Dave constantly complained about, but John returned with the claim that it made him 'culturally sensitive'.

The marathon had gone on most of the day and well into the night, perforated by John's dorky laughter and the occasional commentary through mouthfuls of popcorn. It wasn't much more than the human enjoying himself on a Alternian night, but it soon ended as Karkat came from the respiteblo

A Kiss to make it Feel BetterGamzee flushed the toilet, leaning against the white rim for support, the fresh taste of vomit in his mouth. Panting, he heaved himself to his feet, stumbling and leaning against the wall before he staggered to the counter, where he leaned on the edge of that as he turned on the sink. He hadn't even bothered to put on his make up today, he felt so terrible. He took a handful of water into his mouth and gurgled it, spitting it back out into the sink in an attempt to get rid of the vile taste of regurgitated food out of his mouth. Sighing, he turned off the water, looking up at himself in the mirror. Geez, he almost looked as terrible as he fel

Hidden Feelings pt 4As they were walking away Karkat grins and turns to Sollux, "Shut the fuck up." He said reaching up quickly and grabbing his cheeks pulling him down into a kiss. He held it just long enough for Gamzee to see and then take his leave. After breaking the kiss he whips his lips gagging a bit, "God, that was nasty."

Sollux, a light tint of blushing on his cheeks, blinks and turns around walking. "What the hell, Karkat. You could have just told him you like him. Why go and kiss me?" He asked, so much reason behind his words that Karkat was starting to honestly get annoyed with them. Sollux was just really curious now; he figured the male just want

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You Are The MoonShadows all around you as you surface from the dark
Emerging from the gentle grip of night's unfolding arms

Lying in a pool of your own royal blood, you stare up at the night sky. You always loved how the stars shined like that. But you loved the moon even more. Your planet was so beautiful at night with the way the moon seemed to wash away all of its dangers, using its constant waves of silver light to illuimate the glassy lake it hung above. When you were younger, you would always come outside during the night and sit yourself in this exact stop, staring up at the moon, talking to it, as if it were alive and breathing. You remember a conv

My Way.Aight motherfuckers,
Time for rap to waste yo time,
It's to take one wicked trip,
Deep inside my mind.
I don't know if I've said it,
But I surely hope I did,
That just because I can be immature,
Doesn't mean I'm just a kid.
I can handle all the fucking sadness,
All that sorrow and anguish too,
I'll soak that shit up like a sponge,
And throw it right back at you,
Like a motherfuckin' pitcher in a motherfuckin' field,
I be throwing that shit over a hundred miles per hour,
I throw all of it so hard,
That even Superman would cower.
Cause this motherfucker ain't playing no shit,
She's keeping in real,
And if you fuck with her sh

Left Behind.When did we become so distant?
   When did we get so far apart?
      When did this gap form between us, slipping our friendship into nothing but awkward remarks and talking every so often?

   Did my misleading actions and smiles lead you to believe I was okay with where our relationship was headed?

It hurts in my heart to know that we aren't as close as we used to be.

And when I tell you this,
                                    I don't mean just a metaphorically ache of anguish.

I mean a
             total
and
             complete
aching
             in my physical
heart.

Pain medication can't help this pain.

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I say your name,

"Please don't do this," He begs again, "Please don't go." I just ignore him as I stuff the rest of my stuff into my backpack, scowling. "Shut the fuck up," I hiss, "I'm sick of you and your shit." "Where are you gonna motherfuckin' go?" "I don't know. Somewhere other than this fucking hellhole." I sling the bag onto my shoulder before I strut to the door, only for him to grab my arm and stop me.

And in the same breath,

"Gamzee. Let. Me. Go." I growl in a threatening tone, glaring at the floor as if it were the older male that was gripping my biscep. "Kar please, I'm sorry for whatever shit I fucked up! Just please..." His grip thightens before I yank my arm away, "Don't go... I-" "You what?" I whip around to face him, my eyes now angry, narrow slits, "You want me? You adore me? Bullshit!" I notice how glossy his eyes are getting as he tries to blink back his tears. "I motherfucking need you..."

I say something,

I can't help but flinch, my anger fading when I hear how shaky his voice was. But I just shake my head, masking my pity with more rage, "Shut up!" I shout and before I can run out the door, he hugs him close to him, "I love you Kar..." "God damnit Gamzee! I fucking hate you!" I scream at the top of my lungs, only to shut my mouth the instant those words escape my lips. He lets me go, stepping away from me with a widen eyed expression, his tears finally spilled over and running down his cheeks, "Kar..." I stare at him. I can't help it. As fast as I can, I rush forward and hug him close, both of us sobbing, muttering apologies to each other between our weeps.

I'll grow to regret.

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I'm not really what this is :/ A drabble? Whatever... It's in Karkat's perspective sooooo yeah...

Inspired by this picture [link]

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~BitingShadow Jan 25, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

NAWW, FUCKIN' CUTE BRO...

*CaptainZib Dec 6, 2011

Hmmm, just coming at it from a writer's perspective, I think it would have had a lot more impact without the happy ending--if he would have turned and left, and really gotten a chance to regret saying it. Perhaps left it open-ended, for the readers to guess if he ever went back and made up. But regardless, I did like it. Great job <3333

~RogueOfHeart Nov 28, 2011 Writer

:33 < aww, this is cute. <33
i like the italicized... quote? it's interesting, where did you get it from?
:33 < i think you've got karcat's character down purrfectly! i'm actually pretty impressed by that. :))
:33 < just one thing - when you start a new set of quotes, it should be a whole new paragraph, instead of smushing a whole confursation into one paragraph. i just thought you should know that beclaws it detracts from the story a little if you don't.

~InCarnAte413 Nov 27, 2011 Student General Artist

Aw. :'3

~pluto-sama Nov 27, 2011

;A; <3

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I know you love it Karkat XD

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