one step at a time (2) by HalostarOfCookieClan, literature
Literature
one step at a time (2)
The blood was fresh, still wet and dripping from the streaks that had been skew across the door’s once blank, snow white canvas. You couldn't tell if your heart had stopped beating or if it was just beating so fast that you couldn't feel it. You reach for the knob, only to have your hand crash into the hard wood door. Trying to keep yourself calm, you flick your gaze down, your eyes taking in the horrifying sight of your bleeding fingertips grasping for a knob that was no longer there.
Your breathing speeds up, your mind races, your eyes flicker from side to side, searching for a way out. You needed to get out, you needed to get away,
one step at a time (1) by HalostarOfCookieClan, literature
Literature
one step at a time (1)
Your name is Pence Breaker and the moment you open your eyes, you know what’s going to happen. You have experienced this before too many times to count, and the only thing that’s different every time is how far you can make it.
You always start off waking up in your room, lights off, alone. You used to try to find Leon, but that never turned out well. You learned your lesson.
Reluctantly, you swing your feet over the side of the bed, leaving the warm comfort of your bed as your feet thudded softly against the frosty floor, sending chills down your spine. You glance over at the nightstand, your goggles gone, as per usual. You heave
gin in my holy water, sin is my savior by HalostarOfCookieClan, literature
Literature
gin in my holy water, sin is my savior
She makes you bleed
wretchedness.
She bruises you with her
revulsion.
She tells you
ruined her life,
drove him away,
will never be good enough,
are a freak,
should die.
Alcohol takes away the pain.
It makes you forget
her words,
your scars.
It makes you something you've never been,
happy.
You drink away your pain,
washing it away,
as you fill yourself up with sin.
You meet her when you’re both young.
Blonde hair,
designer shades,
wide hips,
skinny waist,
slender figure.
She glows with attraction, and that attraction happens to be to you.
Two years pass and it feels like a lifetime.
Holding hands,
kisses on every inch of skin,
new ex
You don’t know if you’ll ever get a chance with her. You don’t know if this whole thing will end up in like some romantic comedy starring Tom Hanks. But, what you do know is that you appreciate her.
You appreciate her smile; the way it shows her top row of teeth when she gets really happy. You appreciate her laugh; how it’s so loud and different, like it was created for you to hear. You appreciate how your bodies fit perfectly together when you hug, when you hold each other tight. You appreciate everything about her from head to toe; her hair, her body, her heart, her personality, her soul.
Love, would just be offensi
Feeling's Mutual by HalostarOfCookieClan, literature
Literature
Feeling's Mutual
You love the way she glares at you whenever you force her to her knees, her jade rimmed pupils, dark and dull, are gateways to her soul, showing you all of the burning hate in her mind. You can't help but grin a toothy grin as you yank on the chain that connects to the steel circle around her neck. She hisses and growls and spits at you like a dog. Like a pet. Because that's all she was, a pet.
At least, that's what you used to think.
Now whenever you gaze at those gates in her eyes you don't just carelessly play with her feelings; you enjoy the pleasure of the fact she feels this way for you. You revel the thought that she hates you, that sh
one step at a time (2) by HalostarOfCookieClan, literature
Literature
one step at a time (2)
The blood was fresh, still wet and dripping from the streaks that had been skew across the door’s once blank, snow white canvas. You couldn't tell if your heart had stopped beating or if it was just beating so fast that you couldn't feel it. You reach for the knob, only to have your hand crash into the hard wood door. Trying to keep yourself calm, you flick your gaze down, your eyes taking in the horrifying sight of your bleeding fingertips grasping for a knob that was no longer there.
Your breathing speeds up, your mind races, your eyes flicker from side to side, searching for a way out. You needed to get out, you needed to get away,
one step at a time (1) by HalostarOfCookieClan, literature
Literature
one step at a time (1)
Your name is Pence Breaker and the moment you open your eyes, you know what’s going to happen. You have experienced this before too many times to count, and the only thing that’s different every time is how far you can make it.
You always start off waking up in your room, lights off, alone. You used to try to find Leon, but that never turned out well. You learned your lesson.
Reluctantly, you swing your feet over the side of the bed, leaving the warm comfort of your bed as your feet thudded softly against the frosty floor, sending chills down your spine. You glance over at the nightstand, your goggles gone, as per usual. You heave
gin in my holy water, sin is my savior by HalostarOfCookieClan, literature
Literature
gin in my holy water, sin is my savior
She makes you bleed
wretchedness.
She bruises you with her
revulsion.
She tells you
ruined her life,
drove him away,
will never be good enough,
are a freak,
should die.
Alcohol takes away the pain.
It makes you forget
her words,
your scars.
It makes you something you've never been,
happy.
You drink away your pain,
washing it away,
as you fill yourself up with sin.
You meet her when you’re both young.
Blonde hair,
designer shades,
wide hips,
skinny waist,
slender figure.
She glows with attraction, and that attraction happens to be to you.
Two years pass and it feels like a lifetime.
Holding hands,
kisses on every inch of skin,
new ex
You are no one. by HalostarOfCookieClan, literature
Literature
You are no one.
Black hair, as pitch as the night sky. Different horns, signalling your unsymmetrical difference from others. Jade blood, proving how rare you are but how differently you could be treated. Emotion, as dysfunctional and clouded as a tornado.
You are...
Hold on.
Who were you again?
Oh yeah.
You didn't know. You had no name. You were never given one that stuck. Only different nicknames --pet names, that changed with each rotating master.
Actually, you did know, but you weren't so easy on giving up that information. So let's not pry on that subject, shall we?
Let's see if you could think of a something to call yourself.
Worthless? Useless
You don’t know if you’ll ever get a chance with her. You don’t know if this whole thing will end up in like some romantic comedy starring Tom Hanks. But, what you do know is that you appreciate her.
You appreciate her smile; the way it shows her top row of teeth when she gets really happy. You appreciate her laugh; how it’s so loud and different, like it was created for you to hear. You appreciate how your bodies fit perfectly together when you hug, when you hold each other tight. You appreciate everything about her from head to toe; her hair, her body, her heart, her personality, her soul.
Love, would just be offensi
Feeling's Mutual by HalostarOfCookieClan, literature
Literature
Feeling's Mutual
You love the way she glares at you whenever you force her to her knees, her jade rimmed pupils, dark and dull, are gateways to her soul, showing you all of the burning hate in her mind. You can't help but grin a toothy grin as you yank on the chain that connects to the steel circle around her neck. She hisses and growls and spits at you like a dog. Like a pet. Because that's all she was, a pet.
At least, that's what you used to think.
Now whenever you gaze at those gates in her eyes you don't just carelessly play with her feelings; you enjoy the pleasure of the fact she feels this way for you. You revel the thought that she hates you, that sh
The days seem long
Oh so long
It's all so right
And yet so wrong
Lay your down as I hold you tight
Sleep away the troubles of the horrifying night
My baby
Sweet baby
Don't think that I'm crazy
Just a little bit, maybe
My sweet, little baby
Tell me not my faults and flaws
Tell me not about my visious claws
I am aware of the monster I appear to be
But I will love you, if you will love me
3 Words and 8 Letters by HalostarOfCookieClan, literature
Literature
3 Words and 8 Letters
Three words that my ears will never hear
Eight letters that will never appear
Three words people say everyday
Eight letters that will never come my way
Three words that I'm too scared to mouth
A eight letter flower that's too scared to sprout
The thron in my side made up of three words
Eight letters flying south like a flock of birds
Three words dying in the hospital with cancer
An eight letter sickness without a cure
Three words that hurt my heart with their over night stay
A soldier of eight letters that's not that brave
The seed of three words is rotten and old
Eight letter feelings I've begun to loathe
Wilted petals on a thr